quite long didnt write to my blog.
about a week i feel so down n stress..
yeah i try to pretend i'm ok but not.
i try to love him but i cant.
i try to share with her but i cant.
in fact i will cry, and think no one will know wut inside my heart n how i feel.
why diz things happen to me.
wut my mistakes.
because i make it to her.
and now become to me?
seems like her happy with her life at her hometown.
dunno la.
just want to say, i need her.
even i mad u, i msg u say dat i need a tyme.
actually i need u.
plss understand.
:(
Monday, December 29, 2008
Saturday, December 13, 2008
besday wish~!
party~
last two days i'm going celebrate paan gf besday. thats girl name jia.
really had fun dat nyte,
firstly its tyme dat my coming back.
;) i mish the moment when i'm with my friends.
i wish her besides me.
;) nyway thnks to paan. for invited me. really enjoyed dat nyte at barcelona sunway.
thnks to d' for pick me n sent me back at home even she so sleepy.
thnks to amier for make me feel she the great sister. really mish u.
u guys rawks that nyte. yeah~
really had fun dat nyte,
firstly its tyme dat my coming back.
;) i mish the moment when i'm with my friends.
i wish her besides me.
;) nyway thnks to paan. for invited me. really enjoyed dat nyte at barcelona sunway.
thnks to d' for pick me n sent me back at home even she so sleepy.
thnks to amier for make me feel she the great sister. really mish u.
u guys rawks that nyte. yeah~
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
survey
1) What's the age difference between you and your eldest sibling?
: 2 year 8 months ;P
.
2) Do you believe that there's always room in your heart for your first true love?
: yes i do.
.
3)Do you think your last ex deserves to die?
: no. we are good frends
.
4) Why did you hug the last person you hugged?
: because i care
.
5)Do you have unlimited texting?
: My life story in form of written text
.
6) Do you have trust issues?
: so-so
.
7) Where will you be tonight?
: At home.
.
8) Who are you texting?
: right now? no one.
.
9) Do you believe everything happens for a reason?
: yes, i do.
.
10) How many showers do you take a day?
: one. ahaha.
.
12) Are you mean?
: Depends on what kind of people I deal with.
.
13)Who do you trust the most in your life?
: My family
.
14) Do you have a bank account?
: Of course!
.
15) Would you change your name?
: Nope. I love my own name.
.
16) What is your zodiac sign?
: sagittatrius
.
17) If the person who hurt you the most in your life apologized and told you they loved you what would you do?
: The person must show some proof b4 i could accept him/her.
.
18) Last time you had a yummy chocolate ice cream?
: last 2 weeks
.
19) Do you feel like you're a good person?
: yes. ehehe
.
20) Do you believe your ex thinks about you?
: ahahaha i dunthink so.
.
21) Do you like to have long hair or short hair?
: hmm long hair.
.
22) What about on the opposite sex?
: :P a lots of love.
.
23) Do you like french fries?
: mc/d fries.
.
24) When is the next time you're going away?
: last weeks.
.
25) When's your birthday?
: dis becoming. 15 dec.
.
26) Do you know your most recent ex's birthday?
: all of y closer ex. yeah~!
.
27) Do you like to work with little kids?
: depends on their responses
.
28) Where are your parents?
: sleeping
.
29) Where's your crush at?
: there's diefferences btw crush n love one. Crush...no one on my mind.
.
30) Do you love them?
: yes i do.
.
31. What do you miss most about your past?
: secondary school tyme.
.
32)When is the last time someone of the opposite sex gave you a hug?
: hmm raye. my dad.
.
33)Who's your favorite artist?
: pcd.
.
34) What do you carry with you at all times?
: hand phone.
.
35)Who is the last person of the opposite sex that made you smile?
: him.
: 2 year 8 months ;P
.
2) Do you believe that there's always room in your heart for your first true love?
: yes i do.
.
3)Do you think your last ex deserves to die?
: no. we are good frends
.
4) Why did you hug the last person you hugged?
: because i care
.
5)Do you have unlimited texting?
: My life story in form of written text
.
6) Do you have trust issues?
: so-so
.
7) Where will you be tonight?
: At home.
.
8) Who are you texting?
: right now? no one.
.
9) Do you believe everything happens for a reason?
: yes, i do.
.
10) How many showers do you take a day?
: one. ahaha.
.
12) Are you mean?
: Depends on what kind of people I deal with.
.
13)Who do you trust the most in your life?
: My family
.
14) Do you have a bank account?
: Of course!
.
15) Would you change your name?
: Nope. I love my own name.
.
16) What is your zodiac sign?
: sagittatrius
.
17) If the person who hurt you the most in your life apologized and told you they loved you what would you do?
: The person must show some proof b4 i could accept him/her.
.
18) Last time you had a yummy chocolate ice cream?
: last 2 weeks
.
19) Do you feel like you're a good person?
: yes. ehehe
.
20) Do you believe your ex thinks about you?
: ahahaha i dunthink so.
.
21) Do you like to have long hair or short hair?
: hmm long hair.
.
22) What about on the opposite sex?
: :P a lots of love.
.
23) Do you like french fries?
: mc/d fries.
.
24) When is the next time you're going away?
: last weeks.
.
25) When's your birthday?
: dis becoming. 15 dec.
.
26) Do you know your most recent ex's birthday?
: all of y closer ex. yeah~!
.
27) Do you like to work with little kids?
: depends on their responses
.
28) Where are your parents?
: sleeping
.
29) Where's your crush at?
: there's diefferences btw crush n love one. Crush...no one on my mind.
.
30) Do you love them?
: yes i do.
.
31. What do you miss most about your past?
: secondary school tyme.
.
32)When is the last time someone of the opposite sex gave you a hug?
: hmm raye. my dad.
.
33)Who's your favorite artist?
: pcd.
.
34) What do you carry with you at all times?
: hand phone.
.
35)Who is the last person of the opposite sex that made you smile?
: him.
Sunday, December 7, 2008
for today~!
1) What is your boyfriend/girlfriends name?
:xmo mention leh?
2) What color underwear/boxers wearing now?
::white.
3) What are you listening to right now?
:: my mum membebel.
4) Whats your favorite number?
:: 7 n 8
5) What was the last thing you ate?
:: rendang mama.
6) When was the last time you smiled?
:: tadi. coz ino kena marah.
7) How is the weather right now?
:: hot~!
8) Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
:: emma.
9) What is your worst habit?
:: shake my leg.
11) Do you drink?
:: ??
12) Do you smoke?
:: tension try gak.
13) When was the last time, if ever, blacked-out from drinking?
:: cannot remember it.
14) Hair color?
:: black..
15) Eye Color?
:: black..
16) Do you wear contacts?
:: no~!
17) Favorite Holiday?
:: going to sea..
18) Favorite Month?
:: december. yeah~ its holiday n my besday.
19) Have you ever cried for no reason?
:: hahaha. yes.
20) What was the last movie you watched?
:: james bond.
21) Favorite Day of the Year?
:: saturday night fever.
22) Are you too shy to ask someone out?
:: yes. sumtyme.
23) Last advice you received?
:: last nite.
24) What was the highlight of your weekend?
:: hari raya haji.
25) Chocolate or Vanilla?
:: vanilla babeh~
26) What is the last text message you received?
:: go rest. nything msg.
27) What is the last text message you sent?
:: i tired helping m mum.
28) Who was the last person to call you?
:: emma.
29) What books are you reading?
:: no books. n'paper only.
30) When was the last time you slept in someone else's bed?
::3 days ago.
31) Favorite movie?
:: bring it on.
32) Favorite football team?
:: the blues. of coz chelsea.
33) What were you doing before this?
:: eating.
34. Any pets?
:: cats. cute2.
36) Butter, Plain or Salted popcorn?
:: butter..
37) Dogs or cats?
:: cats..
38) Favorite flowers?
:: rose n carnation.
39) When was the last time you got in trouble?
:: dunno.
41) Have you ever loved someone?
:: yes,of course
42) Who would you like to see right now?
:: wan kat kpg.
43) Are you still friends with people from kindergarten ?
:: hmm no.
44) Have you ever fired a gun?
:: yes. best~!
45) Do you like to travel by plane?
:: yes..
46) What website do you frequently visit?
:: blogger, myspace, facebook, frendster, yahoo.
47) If you could be with someone right now, who would it be?
:: her..
48) How many pillows do you sleep with?
:: 6 -8. bestnye byk bantal.
49) Are you missing someone?
:: yes.
50) Do you have a Tattoo?
:: nope..
:xmo mention leh?
2) What color underwear/boxers wearing now?
::white.
3) What are you listening to right now?
:: my mum membebel.
4) Whats your favorite number?
:: 7 n 8
5) What was the last thing you ate?
:: rendang mama.
6) When was the last time you smiled?
:: tadi. coz ino kena marah.
7) How is the weather right now?
:: hot~!
8) Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
:: emma.
9) What is your worst habit?
:: shake my leg.
11) Do you drink?
:: ??
12) Do you smoke?
:: tension try gak.
13) When was the last time, if ever, blacked-out from drinking?
:: cannot remember it.
14) Hair color?
:: black..
15) Eye Color?
:: black..
16) Do you wear contacts?
:: no~!
17) Favorite Holiday?
:: going to sea..
18) Favorite Month?
:: december. yeah~ its holiday n my besday.
19) Have you ever cried for no reason?
:: hahaha. yes.
20) What was the last movie you watched?
:: james bond.
21) Favorite Day of the Year?
:: saturday night fever.
22) Are you too shy to ask someone out?
:: yes. sumtyme.
23) Last advice you received?
:: last nite.
24) What was the highlight of your weekend?
:: hari raya haji.
25) Chocolate or Vanilla?
:: vanilla babeh~
26) What is the last text message you received?
:: go rest. nything msg.
27) What is the last text message you sent?
:: i tired helping m mum.
28) Who was the last person to call you?
:: emma.
29) What books are you reading?
:: no books. n'paper only.
30) When was the last time you slept in someone else's bed?
::3 days ago.
31) Favorite movie?
:: bring it on.
32) Favorite football team?
:: the blues. of coz chelsea.
33) What were you doing before this?
:: eating.
34. Any pets?
:: cats. cute2.
36) Butter, Plain or Salted popcorn?
:: butter..
37) Dogs or cats?
:: cats..
38) Favorite flowers?
:: rose n carnation.
39) When was the last time you got in trouble?
:: dunno.
41) Have you ever loved someone?
:: yes,of course
42) Who would you like to see right now?
:: wan kat kpg.
43) Are you still friends with people from kindergarten ?
:: hmm no.
44) Have you ever fired a gun?
:: yes. best~!
45) Do you like to travel by plane?
:: yes..
46) What website do you frequently visit?
:: blogger, myspace, facebook, frendster, yahoo.
47) If you could be with someone right now, who would it be?
:: her..
48) How many pillows do you sleep with?
:: 6 -8. bestnye byk bantal.
49) Are you missing someone?
:: yes.
50) Do you have a Tattoo?
:: nope..
Saturday, December 6, 2008
smile always.
bored day.
Can you take this without deleting any questions?
:: no problem ;) ::
What's going on between you and the last person you kissed?
:: we had a lil bit crisis. :( ::
What was your worst mistake in your life?
:: make her sick. do i? ::
You're walking down the street with your true love, where are you going?
:: shopping kowt ::
What's something you really want right now, be honest?
:: go back to jb and meet her. ::
Three feelings at the moment?
:: missing, bored, hungry ::
Last time you had butterflies in your stomach?
:: now i think ::
Does anything hurt on your body?
:: sakit pale~! ::
Who was the last person to disappoint you?
:: her.. ::
Do you still talk to that person?
:: yes, last nyte. ::
What are you listening to right now?
:: chris brown - with you ::
Have you ever punched a hole in the wall?
:: yes. saket~!::
Do you know someone in jail?
:: yes::
What about in DH?
:: wut the hell it is? ::
Where were you at 2:00 this morning?
:: at my big bed~! hehehe ::
Who did you copy this from?
:: hmm sum frens at friendster ::
Wheres the weirdest place you've changed clothes?
:: toilet kat pd. jauh dhla kotor ::
Do you wear glasses?
:: no~! ::
Who do you love?
:: family~! ::
What's the cd in your player?
:: rnb hits 2008 ::
Anything annoys you right now?
:: no~ ::
Who was the last person to make you cry?
:: her again~! ::
Anybody you're looking forward to seeing soon?
:: i mish my bestie, emma ::
Is there a friend particularly that you miss?
:: yeahh ::
What will you be doing in a half hour?
:: makan~! ::
What is your underwear color?
:: hahaha, white~!::
Anywhere you'd rather be right now?
:: genting, i want a nearest cool place ::
Are you going anywhere for the next summer?
:: hahaha m'sia de summer? ::
Do you have plans today?
:: watching movies? ::
Are you waiting for anyone's call rightnow?
:: yes, where? hello? ::
Friday, December 5, 2008
i'm back~!
hye..
quite long i didt write to my blog i think.
hmm i just came back from johor.
think dat i cn rest at there but no i think..
i dunno why of all this happen to me.
i'm tired la.
seriously..
did i make it?
if allah give all of these to me did i must ignore it?
so wut do u think?
i want u to know dat i need u.
u already make a decision.
take care of your family.
think for your future.
not only me..
tc~!
quite long i didt write to my blog i think.
hmm i just came back from johor.
think dat i cn rest at there but no i think..
i dunno why of all this happen to me.
i'm tired la.
seriously..
did i make it?
if allah give all of these to me did i must ignore it?
so wut do u think?
i want u to know dat i need u.
u already make a decision.
take care of your family.
think for your future.
not only me..
tc~!
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